Fan Article Going the Game Against Aston Villa, I found myself pondering whether it was all worth it. For the first time, whether it's age, health or a combination of the two, I really couldn't motivate myself for the match Fran Kearney 17/01/2025 47comments | Jump to last The walk up and down Walton Lane to and from The Taxi Club in Cherry Lane to Goodison Park rarely changes: optimistic going, doom and gloom coming out I've been doing this walk on and off since May 1963 when we beat Fulham 4-1 and Roy Vernon scored a hat-trick to win the old Football League Championship trophy. But something changed on that cold January night in 2025 against Aston Villa. I found myself pondering whether it was all worth it. I was 12 years of age in 1964 and I'm now 73. For the first time, whether it's age, health or a combination of the two, I really couldn't motivate myself for the match. I know the football at present is dire but I have honestly sat through worse than this. I started to weigh up the positives against the negatives. Don't get me wrong — I will support Everton with every bone in my body until I take my last breath. But before I renew my season ticket next week, I am thinking am I too old for all this and maybe should give up my seat for someone younger. The new stadium at Bramley-Moore Dock was a dream I thought would never in my lifetime happen. “On The Banks Of The Royal Blue Mersey” was an anthem that Liverpool supporters could never come back with an answer to. It's ours and always will be. The continuous flirting with relegation isn't really an issue either. I would support Everton even if they played in the Zingari League. Sometimes you just need someone or something to put everything into perspective and luckily I'm blessed with four daughters and a wife who have done just that. "It's a way of life, Dad," they said. "Think more about the positives. You've always done it, you're not going to stop now, we won't let you." The positives come flooding back. What about my visits to the heaven that is The Taxi Club, three pints of Guinness before the game and three after the game? What about never ever winning the Spot The Ball Mick Mackerell sells but you buy them because you know Alder Hey Hospital benefits from it? What about my half-time Bovril laced with my miniature Brandy and Port? What about my nephew Tony and great nephew Thomas who sit next me in the Upper Bullens, forever positive and cajoling me with, "Come on, Uncle Fran, we can win this, you know"? What about the small, tiny, very very small signs of improvement in our attacking play? Sitting next to them in the new stadium — hopefully still in the Premier League — next season is another factor in my short but ridiculous brainstorm about not going the game anymore. So onwards and upwards it is “We (especially me) Shall Not Be Moved” COYBs Reader Comments (47) Note: the following content is not moderated or vetted by the site owners at the time of submission. Comments are the responsibility of the poster. Disclaimer () Jonathan Haddock 1 Posted 18/01/2025 at 09:08:55 Blimey Fran, you must need a Taxi back from the Taxi Club after 6 pints and a port and brandy!! Easy to forget the match that way. Better times for us ahead though, see you at Bramley Moore. Barry McNally 2 Posted 18/01/2025 at 09:21:20 Fair play Fran and to your wife and daughters. It's in your DNA! Colin Glassar 3 Posted 18/01/2025 at 09:47:55 Just stand up and say, my name is Fran and Im an addict. Mike Corcoran 4 Posted 18/01/2025 at 09:50:50 Brandy and port in your Bovril? Jeez thats one rough combo Michael Lynch 5 Posted 18/01/2025 at 10:15:46 Yes, you had me until the bovril with brandy and port. What's that cocktail called? Wavy Gravy? Peter Moore 6 Posted 18/01/2025 at 10:59:49 Bovril? YESPort and brandy? YES.Bovril, Pork and Brandy? Not on your nelly.Maybe though, this is what DCL and the other forwards need pre match and at half time.Can't make them less effective can it? UTFT. John Raftery 7 Posted 18/01/2025 at 12:26:42 I am only a few months behind you, Fran. A cold midweek night in the middle of January is probably not the best time to make any rash decisions. Things may feel a lot better in May.Our club is in a deep trough and things may get worse before they get better. That concerns me less than the state of the game at supposedly the elite level. The other night, we saw players wasting time, feigning injury, falling to the deck from the slightest nudge, pulling and pushing in the area at corner kicks, and generally making the game something to be endured rather than enjoyed. All this is said to be effective game management for which managers are lauded and rewarded.I only watch Everton out of probably a misguided sense of loyalty. I love it when we win. Hell, I love it when we draw. But Premier League football with its catastrophic VAR system is no longer a great attraction. The enjoyment has gone. Even if they paid me, I would not attend another Premier League match which did not involve our club. Dave Abrahams 8 Posted 18/01/2025 at 12:56:40 John (7), I think you are speaking volumes for plenty of fans, young and old, who are fed up watching today's football and how it is played(?) with the managers and coaches, not to mention the pundits in the media, encouraging the players to cheat their way through the games. It stinks, along with the poor referees and VAR, which is turning the games and results upside down and inside out.We said goodbye to a great player who passed away yesterday, Denis Law, who played when the game was a lot better to play and definitely to watch. Peter Mills 10 Posted 18/01/2025 at 14:20:36 The biggest thing missing on the pitch is fun.Law, Best, Ball, Marsh, Bowles would do things just for the enjoyment they would get from it, and it was enjoyable to watch. Who does that now? Cole Palmer, perhaps, everyone else looks terrified of not following orders, or risking the cardinal sin of losing the ball. Rob Dolby 11 Posted 18/01/2025 at 14:42:47 I relate to all of the above.The week I am entitled to my next season ticket, a manager gets sacked and the new manager picks the same players with the same result and I question is it worth it anymore.The rules in modern football as Taylor made for shithousery of the highest order.Diving, feigning injury and gamesmanship is condoned by all pundits and media as 'clever'In my book clever means footballers with skill and guile, breaking the lines and entertaining. I know it's a results business but some of the rules encourage cheating and time wasting.Change the rules to have throw ins taken within 15 seconds, corners and all other set pieces 30 seconds, goalies keeping the ball for less than 10 seconds. Let's get the ball in play more. Oh and implement var properly, clear and obvious not fine margins.I started going to the game late 70s when each team had an entertainer, nowadays it feels like instinct is coached out of players and possession is king. Which may be better results wise but as an entertainment it's like watching paint dry. As much as I hate to say it, why aren't teams copying the klopp style of no striker but fast small forwards who latch onto long balls in quick attacking moves. I don't understand why teams aren't copying this. Instead most are trying to copy the Dutch, Barca Pep style of possession based football.Anyhow I will renew when my tenure aligns withy sons and friends who I have been going with for years. It's a habit rather than an entertainment. God I sound like a right old fart.Coyb. Michael Mackrell 12 Posted 18/01/2025 at 14:43:09 Thanks for the mention Fran spelt my surname wrong lol Lets hope you get a winner on the spot the ball before the end of the season Who knows were drinking next season COYB Alan McGuffog 13 Posted 18/01/2025 at 14:56:09 I hear Shearer and the like using phrases like, " he drew the foul" and, even worse, " he was entitled to go down there" just depresses the hell out of me.Nearly all the fans I know, of different clubs, love their teams but genuinely hate the game now.My family has some health worries at present and this possibly colours my thinking but I really don't care much anymore Liam Mogan 14 Posted 18/01/2025 at 14:58:00 Now then Fran! It's Liam your cousin Frank's lad (Good job you don't sit next to him, hes still the same!). I feel exactly the same about going. It's a nightmare. My Thomas is similar too, he's 17 now and plays Saturdays non league so I actually have a reason to miss some games! Give my love to Cath and the girls xxx Tom Cannon 15 Posted 18/01/2025 at 15:00:52 Fran, I think I am the same generation as you, perhaps even older - remembering the famous Taxi sacking by John Moores. I went through many of the same emotions as you after the Villa match, perhaps even more depressed. My sense of despair at the club started even before Kick Off when I tried to park at the clubs car park in Stanley Park where I have season ticket. Coming out of the City (not my regular route) I drove quite early past the ground intending to drive up Priory Road - yes I know there are roadworks - but last time I drove from City, those parking at the StanleyParkCP could drive up. Arriving around 18:30, I was surprised to see the road closed and only one sign - directing me to Utting Avenue, with no one to help and no further directions. After a U turn, more by luck than judgement, after eventually driving past Anfield and other routes, I managed to park around 19:25, stressed out … in just the right mood for the game. Frankly this shambles seems so typical of the club these days off and on the pitch. As Ive paid in advance for the CarPark, couldnt I have had an email saying Priory Road completely closed take one or more of these recommended routes? Perhaps even someone at the Goodison End of Priory Road to redirect me and others, even clear signs directing motorist to best route to Car Park - probably better via Queens Drive than the route I took. Ive already bought my 25-26 season ticket but why bother tomorrow v Spurs. Why bother with any other games this season, the money is lost/sunk but I can save on petrol … the playing style is grim and apart from the front office staff, who do their best we can look forward to Directors who dont seem to care about the fans, getting pay-offs from my fellow (the majority) shareholders. Advice welcome!! Jack Convery 16 Posted 18/01/2025 at 15:17:49 Fran, make sure you are in a seat for the 1st home game at BMD. You deserve it. I hope it's a midweek game as the atmosphere will be amazing. Brian Wilkinson 17 Posted 18/01/2025 at 17:34:36 Fran, I think you have more chance of winning spot the ball than golden goal at the moment mate. Paul Ferry 18 Posted 18/01/2025 at 19:57:26 Alan McGuffog (13): I hope that everything turns out for the best, Alan. Rob Halligan 19 Posted 18/01/2025 at 20:16:14 Tom # 15…………I dont think the club own that car park in Stanley Park, I assume you mean the one at the top of Priory Road, opposite the cemetery and the petrol station. As you say, those roadworks have been there a few weeks, but I dont think its down to the club to advise on alternate routes to get to the car park entrance Fred Quick 20 Posted 18/01/2025 at 20:22:47 Whilst some of us old-timers miss the maverick players from the '60s and '70s and the entertainment they provided for us, even the younger match-going fan has seen a decline in the number of the 'entertainers' and world-class stars on view in the Premier League. Arsenal had perhaps more than three or four, including Bergkamp; United had Rooney, Cantona with Giggs and Beckham also staking a claim… I could go on, but you get my drift. Most of today's players seem robotic and limited by whatever tactical plan a particular manager has in mind. Whilst probably there are far more technically good players and greater fitness levels in many sides, there doesn't appear to be that joy of playing football that there once was; not many of them on show today can provide an unforgettable, never-to-be-repeated moment in any given game. Maybe it is just an age thing, and the fact that we have gone through the mill as Evertonians in the last few years? Joe McMahon 21 Posted 18/01/2025 at 20:35:22 Fred, I fully agree. Players such as Zola, Van Persie, Bergkamp, Henry, were a joy to watch. I remember listening to Ian Wright (who I did rate) talking about his training and what he practices. It's alien to what we see now. Could you imagine George Best in today's football? No way would he settle for 35 passes in your own half. Alan McGuffog 22 Posted 18/01/2025 at 20:44:40 Cheers Paul...bless you ! Tony Abrahams 23 Posted 18/01/2025 at 20:48:46 This thread echoes my sentiments, and especially what John R wrote @7.I stopped going to Goodison for the last few games of David Moyes Mk 1 because I felt he was in bed with Kenwright and between them (in their own self-centred way) they were just diluting what Everton had always stood for… and I can't bring myself to go right now.One more game and I've been attending Goodison for 50 seasons, but I've so far declined, and although my little daughter has asked me if I will take her tomorrow (I will do anything for my kids), I'm hoping her athletics competition, isn't finished by 2 o'clock.I was talking to someone before who was saying that Southampton were very unlucky against Man Utd on Thursday night, and it must have been the only time in my life that I have had to ask anyone the scoreline of a game that had finished 48 hours earlier.After watching the kids playing today, I was getting in my car after the game and I said to a woman whose son had been playing against us (he had taken a heavy knock when someone fell on top of him) that I was worried his shoulder had popped out for a minute.She replied, "I was getting worried myself, but thank god he's okay, because the kids don't roll around like those footballers on the telly, do they?"Honestly love, I've just been thinking about Everton, and how much more enjoyment I've been getting out of watching these kids just getting on with the game than I do out of watching the professionals.Maybe that tournament might finish early and I might get entertained at Goodison Park…. Who knows! Ray Roche 24 Posted 18/01/2025 at 20:55:16 Alan, Rob, 11-13Yes lads, the idiots siphoning a shed load of cash for their puerile comments otD etc, are, in my opinion, largely responsible for the state of football today. Once they started spouting “contact” as opposed to “sufficient contact “, the game was lost. Seeing players collapse to the ground, rolling around holding their knee, shin, foot or face when there has been no “sufficient contact” is sickening. This more than anything else is turning me away from football. I have my season ticket for the new stadium but it will probably be my last. Referees who turn a blind eye, who are so spineless that they're shitting themselves in case they upset Pep, Slit, or Klopp etc make me think that there is to some degree corruption in football. I don't necessarily mean they're taking money, but that they're star struck and incapable of making a sane decision. We saw Chelsea recently and Villa last week wasting time by pretending to be injured yet the officials fell for it every time. No, football is no longer the game I fell in love with when Carey was our manager. Rob Halligan 25 Posted 18/01/2025 at 21:17:38 Ray, MotD is going to get even worse next season, because Kenny Dogshits daughter is one of the new presenters, and she will be fawning all over the RS. Ray Roche 26 Posted 18/01/2025 at 21:35:21 Thanks, Rob. You've just made my night….🤦🏼♂️ Neil Copeland 27 Posted 18/01/2025 at 21:36:13 Alan @13, best wishes to you and your family.Like many on here, I try and get to every game. I genuinely look forward to every game but I agree that the entertainment is not what it was. A combination of cheating, time wasting, poorly implemented VAR, awful officiating, and dreadful tactics makes it hard going. Again, like many, I very rarely watch any other Premier League teams than Everton although being last on MotD tests that!I would agree that time limits may help, particularly with VAR and a different, stricter approach to time-wasting and cheating is needed. Plus, the officiating consistency needs a vast improvement.One of the biggest draws to the match is the atmosphere but that I think is really suffering at the expense of the issues above. The problem, though, is that football has become a TV sport because that is where the money is. Those in charge show little consideration for the matchday support. I think the various aspects of controversy are in place intentionally for the TV audience. Unfortunately, I cannot see it changing any time soon. Danny O'Neill 28 Posted 18/01/2025 at 21:41:57 John Raftery captures it for me. Misguided loyalty that keeps us coming back for more.I've found myself in an unusual place these past few seasons. It's a challenge trying to stay optimistic when served the dross we've had to endure. I'll be in the Upper Gwladys tomorrow. Give me a shout if around. Alan. I hope all works out. Best wishes. Rob Halligan 29 Posted 18/01/2025 at 21:42:08 Neil, spot on about there being very little support, or consideration for fans. Take today, Skunk Maggots v Bournemouth and a 12:30 kick-off. It's over 350 miles from Bournemouth to Skunksville, so what time would their fans have had to leave to get there? Even as we speak, I doubt very much if any of the Bournemouth fans are home yet. Rob Halligan 30 Posted 18/01/2025 at 21:42:55 Danny, what row and seat number are you? Andrew Merrick 31 Posted 18/01/2025 at 21:43:41 Some lovely sentiment on this. I'm a few years younger than you, Fran, have a smaller family but a similar heart for our club. I sat in the Upper Bullens too, but gave up my seat after Moyes's first stint.The only time I drank that much porter was on a visit to Dublin, and I've never tried your Bovril cocktail, but I will drink to your health this weekend when we notch up Moyes's first point(s).Cheers to everyone Blue Brian Williams 32 Posted 18/01/2025 at 21:59:55 Tom @15.It's not down to the club to sort out your parking arrangements, for fuck's sake! John Keating 33 Posted 18/01/2025 at 22:01:14 Fran,You mentioned the Fulham game in 1963… My God, the memories of those days flood back!What a day. When you win and get glory, you can remember things like they were yesterday. When you struggle, you can't remember the last game – or don't want to!I never liked the way we got rid of Carey but, when we went the match, it was the highlight of the week. It kept us talking until the next game. Life was good.Nowadays, the corruption, overpaid shithouses, cheats and so-called pundits have ruined our game.Unfortunately. we can't give up the one constant in our life – apart from our mam – Everton! Rob Halligan 34 Posted 18/01/2025 at 22:01:45 And just to highlight Rays point @24… I'm watching Getafe v Barcelona, and a Getafe defender is rolling around in absolute agony, holding his face, after a gentle tap on his cheek from Yamine Yamal. It's 1-1 and three minutes into added-on time when Yamal blasted a shot miles over the bar, and the Getafe defender celebrated right in front of Yamal. Absolutely pathetic by the Getafe defender, but I suppose holding Barcelona to a draw is a massive achievement for them, and time-wasting was a major priority, and maybe hoping Yamal was sent off for raising his hand? Anyway, it finished 1-1. Danny O'Neill 35 Posted 18/01/2025 at 22:03:35 Rob,GS4 Row S Seat 182 Rob Halligan 36 Posted 18/01/2025 at 22:04:49 Okay…I will try to get and see you! 👍👍 Neil Copeland 37 Posted 18/01/2025 at 22:05:28 Rob, I have just been watching the same. Some ridiculous antics at the end, not good to see. Alan McGuffog 38 Posted 18/01/2025 at 22:08:33 Thanks, guys, for the good wishes. ToffeeWeb is something else isn't it?On the subject of Johnny Carey. Those of us of a vintage will recall the taxi-based events. I suppose I shouldn't be surprised but the expression has entered widespread use: "Taxi for so-and-so" etc. But I'm fascinated that so many people have no idea of the origin of the phrase. A good mate (one of that lot but a sound lad, in his late 60s) was amazed when I explained the original use. Peter Mills 39 Posted 18/01/2025 at 23:20:25 Alan #38, very best wishes from my family to yours. Alan McGuffog 40 Posted 19/01/2025 at 08:53:27 Cheers, Peter... 3 points today will not do us any harm. Rob Halligan 41 Posted 19/01/2025 at 08:56:46 And another thing, Tom, # 15… The club do actually let fans know of any road closures, access to the car park on Priory Road problems, etc, on the official site. The information is located within The Matchday Guide:ROAD CLOSURESCoach arrivalsPlease note that all supporter coach arrivals for this game should access Priory Road from the Utting Avenue direction. Once past the car park they should drive down the left-hand lane to be parked up further down Priory Road.The BP garage remains open for business.Access to car parkCars should enter the car park off Utting Avenue only. All exits from the car park will be right turn only, back towards Utting Avenue.This sounds just like another moaner using a stick to beat the club with!! Dave Abrahams 42 Posted 19/01/2025 at 09:01:25 Alan (38), Well, I think the real story is Johnny Carey wouldn't have been sacked in the taxi if he hadn't have asked to be told what was going to happen.Before they got into the taxi, Mr Moores told Johnny, “We have some business to discuss when we get back to the hotel.” When they got into the taxi, Johnnie insisted on being told what the business was, so Mr Moores told him! If he'd only waited, he'd have spoilt a good story!My best wishes for you and your family, Alan, I hope everything turns out okay. Andy Meighan 43 Posted 19/01/2025 at 10:07:36 Mick 12.Little Andy here, how are you, pal? I haven't seen you around for a while. Hope you're keeping okay.Yes, before you ask, I'm still moaning — and why wouldn't I? It's what I do, isn't it?Anyway, hope your not fiddling them spots in The Taxi Club, I reckon that's why Fran has never won one.Great read, Fran. And Mick, take care, mate, hope to see you by the Old Lady before we move. Tom Cannon 44 Posted 19/01/2025 at 11:52:23 Rob and Brian, I dont expect the Club to sort out my Parking that why I pay the Club, not Stanley Park or anyone else, just under £200.00 for a season ticket in that car park. In the circumstances, if the access road is closed at one end, it is reasonable to expect an email - as bookings are via email to all those parking there to be informed - even something a magical as a map to the Car Park from different directions. Joe McMahon 45 Posted 19/01/2025 at 11:56:36 Does anyone know if there are plans for a bookable Park & Ride? Apologies if its been previously mentioned. Alan McGuffog 46 Posted 19/01/2025 at 12:20:16 Thanks Dave, fir your good wishes and elaborating on the taxi story Simon Harrison 47 Posted 19/01/2025 at 13:50:04 Alan, I sincerely hope that all improves health and happiness wise at your end, speedily and fully!Good wishes to you and yours mon ami 👍💙Here's to 3pts today! Jeff Armstrong 48 Posted 07/02/2025 at 15:46:59 Well the City council have well and truly left any car drivers up the swanney yesterday with the new no parking zones around BMD, no parking within 35 minutes walk of the ground.I was nearby last night at the Legends event at Blackstock market (which was excellent btw Sheedy, Ratcliffe and Reidy were on fine form) loads of derelict and unused buildings around so parking no problem, thought this would do fine for the test event at least, but no chance, LCC have for some reason wiped out any parking opportunities for everyone with their “zonal marking”Blackstock have come out today and said it will kill businesss around who have basically set up to capitalise on the new stadium and invested thousands to be in the area.I understand the need to protect residents on matchdays but this blanket approach is ridiculous as the zones only have about 40% residential areas covered, the rest is either businesses that dont operate at night or weekends, and would seize the opportunity to become temporary car parks, or derelict wasteland areas which the council could make match day income from with roadside parking. 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